I have been dating my boyfriend for three years. My ex-boyfriend from the past, who we were all friends with and I had started talking again and became really good friends. I had always helped him in the past and wanted to be friends. I always told myself that I wouldn't fall for him again, but I did. And he supposedly did to. I believe he is a really good guy, who is just so low in self confidence because of his dad always giving him a hard time and some of his past girlfriends who always treated him terribly and called him an idiot and was overall mean. Well, like I said, about a year ago we were talking, have a lot in common, always had fun, deep conversations, basically were able to talk about anything and everything, and more. He had told me he thought he found what he wanted in a significant other and that I was amazing and was also his best friend. He felt so comfortable around me and it was easy to be himself for the first time and he would do anything for me. He said he would wait for me for however long it took. We grew really close, then my boyfriend who I am currently dating and had tried to break up with found out, and I know it is wrong, and I hate hurting people! This old boyfriend just made me feel happy again. My heart would race, I couldn't stop smiling, we talked about everything, true love, futures, what we really wanted. He was all I thought about and same for him. I had never really felt this way before. Now we don't talk because I am back with my boyfriend of three years who won't let me speak to him. We tend to fight all of the time he nit picks little things about me, I don't think we mesh and in know way do I feel the same way as I did with this other boy. Sadly, kissing him..I don't feel the fireworks that I felt kissing this other boy. He had tried to contact me some after all of this happened for about a month. Said how he didn't regret anything, but once my boyfriend and I started dating again, I stopped responding. I tried testing him about 4 months later and telling him how I felt again and he said that he couldn't change anything and we should just let by goners be by goners. I don't know what to do about my current relationship. I just want to be about. I am 20 years old and I just want to know if you have any advice. Is there any chance the boy I feel so strongly about, even to say love, and I have a future together? Or is it over between us and I should just move on. I love him, and I just want to know if you have any suggestions or help. Thank you so much! And I hope to hear from you soon!!!