Fragil,

This is why porn is such a problem. It becomes addictive and takes some of the magic out of intimacy. It is very concerning that you have spoken to him about it and he is still downloading them. He clearly does not think its wrong. However the thing that is very concerning is that regardless of if it is wrong or not he isn't hearing your pain about it.

You are not crazy for feeling bad about this. I can only encourage you to talk to him about it again and realy express your feelings. If he won't budge their may be a deaper issue here.

Good luck,
Bearwolf102