Hey there, You should definately tell her how you feel. From then on however it can only be her decision, but at least she'll know the full story and be able to assess her options properly. If she doesn't choose you try not to be too upset, for some reason girls can't help themselves when it comes to bad guys. I myself am guilty of it. good luck and I hope it all works out in your favour. If not don't worry, there will be someone out there for you. You sound like a wonderful young man and someone will be glad to have you