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I think there's only so much I can control, and even then, sometimes I don't want to control anything. Am I attracted to certain men more than others? Yeah, but could I really tell you why? No, and I wouldn't really want to. Do I choose with whom I choose to spend my time? Yes, definitely, and that is something I do control. Can I control whether or not a person likes me, is attracted to me, or will pursue me? No, not really. All I can do is be me, be true to woman I am, and accept that while I'm not everyone's cup of tea, to someone I'm going to be simply amazing. Hopefully this will happen before senility sets in for both of us! 
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