Well unfortunately I didn't take the advice that I should have and have been in contact with him. At first it was ok but he still seemed to talk in circles sounding very confused. But that's not even the worst part. I guess I got him mad (about some insignificant thing-not even relationship related) and suddenly he got so insensitive and quite literally cruel. He has never spoken to me that way before and really hurt me. I would never have imagined in the year+ that he would treat me the way he did today. Maybe I'm taking it a little too personallly - but I don't think so. I'm starrting to think he's not the person I thought he was at all - but if so he did a pretty good job of pretending for our entire relationship. So bottom line I told him how hurt I was and I did not deserve to be treated that way. I won't be contacting him again - as much as it hurts. Just wanted to vent - thanks for all the advice and the support!