Ok....but still, I have to wonder if this may partly be because you're no longer a kid. I have a hunch a lot of 20 somethings would always wonder....even if they never 'strayed'. I mean, I think that a lot of what goes into the process of picking a partner is calibrating to know what the possibilities for a partner are. For example, even apart from sex, if you marry the first person you ever date you have no way to really gauge how good or bad things really are.
I'm at the end of my 20s and I've never had any desire to go around seeing how things are with this or that guy or even wondering about it. I'm not looking for variety now, nor have I ever done so. I have, however, quite often been told that I'm not like other people my age. Probably true.
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