I met someone really nice several months ago. She was attractive, intelligent, confident... just about everything that I would initially look for in someone... but, well... I can only blame myself... I talked with her for awhile and then I got her phone number and email address from my sister...

After one email I ran scared... there just seemed to be too many expectations... but they were mine...

She was a friend of my sister's family and I was kind of set up... I still get an email from her once and awhile far and few between... and when I do it just reminds me of what I could have possibly had and I didn't even give her a chance... I would have been kind of long distance but it wouldn't have mattered since it would seem we both travel allot anyway...

At this point it is neither here nor there as I didn't even give it a chance... Don't do what I did... run like a coward. Think really hard and then sleep on it for a week before blowing someone off because of fear...

I would do it different if I had a second chance... as unlikely as that seems after blowing her off...

Thanks for listening... I really needed to vent this...