hey hi
I'm new here but i really need some advice, i'm in a relationship with this guy who is 24 (i'm 18) we have already had a fight/argument and im wondering if thats bad?,
i cant help but think of what would have happened if we parted? i think i love him...i'v worked on our relationship more than any befor, (yes i realise im young and have plenty of time to find the right guy) i cant let him go but im not sure i know how to carry on, and i cant tell if he's the one.(so to speak) see he's also my first, so he means alot to me, and he's a very jealous guy, but has been ok about one of my guy friends (after we argued about it) he say's he loves me very much and wants a life with me, and that sounds great but im not sure what i want yet, but the relationship is going really well, we enjoy eachothers company and see one another often.
is it wrong to stay with him?
i'v realised that douhting how far we will go is robbing him of his time to find another,who knows what she wants, but the very thought makes me want to cry, and if i do stay with him will i regret it?, look back and feel like i could have "done better or gone another way insted" or found someone better, it feels wrong even asking, its not fair on him, but i cant tell if im just freakin out or if it actually means something.
i know him being my first can raise such emotions/feelings. and me being young and "inexperianced" can add to the whole is it really love thing,
and what is love?...to love someone for who they are through thick and thin? or does it all just come naturaly?
do you think im in over my head on this one??
anyone??
thanks
best wishes!!
- November 1st, 2009, 02:50 am
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