What a story, and what a great sister you are. Not many people would have done what you did, kudos to you.
I would let it go, she won't apologise and even if she did, she probably wouldn't mean it. I believe you would be disappointed again if you went, no need to open the wound again. I think you have suffered more than enough already. I know it's hard to let go but for your own sake and sanity I think you should. She's dragged you down more than once and I'm in no doubt she would do it again, given the chance.
Thanks for reading that WHOLE story--kudos to YOU!
I know it was a lot and I didn't expect anyone to read it (all these "intellectuals" but no one likes to read, hee hee!
I just needed to get it off my chest because i'ts too personal to tell close friends--strangers don't know me; and I honestly am at a loss of what to do.
I think you are probably right about leaving it. But part of me needs this closure. I don't know if she's sorry- mabey she is, and embarrassed. She doesn't know where I am either since I've moved so much. Maybe she would like the chance to set things right?
I just hate the idea of maybe going to my grave without ever seeing her again or mending this...
Thanks for the advice
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