I'm not into a fairy tale big wedding. I am into our vows that I want us to write; I want a small simple intimate "gathering," nothing formal or traditional. I'll admit though that it is about the dress; straight, simple, backless, sleeveless, perhaps a halter; I like my back, neck, and shoulders and would want him to touch me. It won't be white. Sometimes, I feel tempted to go buy one; perhaps it will help manifest the One, along w/ weight loss.

I'm into statues.

When I had hopes of meeting one of my EH matches, I bought a statue of a couple, who are holding a circle, signifying the relationship, the space Between which is sacred, and open honest communication. I purposely placed it near my bed. Needless to say, he wasn't the one, as we never took the next step in meeting one another.