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I'm finding myself asking myself what to do, so here I am asking for all of your thoughts on this:
my boyfriend of a number of years who I recently just moved across the country with, and am totally in love with, recently told me that in the end he wants to be in a polygamist relationship (except its illegal so I'd be the wife, and thered be a 'girlfriend'). Me being number one, of course, and then another woman who we would share, not only our sexual desires with, but yes, our children.
I'm buddhist now, but was raised christian and was absolutely shocked.
How can I allow my jealousy to not control me in a situation like that?
I find myself asking if my Mr. Right who I've talked about marriage with time and time again really isn't right for me. I'm trying to allow myself to just live life and let things play out- maybe test the waters and see how I feel but the worry that things could go terribly wrong let my thoughts stray to giving up and starting over.
So I'm curious, what would you do AND how do you feel about a polygamist relationship?
thank you so much!
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