Thanks Dana,
I have asked for help...but sometimes I feel that my asking gets to be to much. As of yesterday I was given the ok to let Sage sleep through the night. What a great feeling that was! But I have asked people for help when it comes to things like shopping, and searching for a job. It gets hard to take care of a baby that doesn't have a special need, but here I am...almost feeling alone and very restricted.
I almost wish I had stayed with her dad...just so that I wouldn't have to do this alone, but then I think of how poorly he treated me and how little he cares about Sage and realize it was so worth it to come home. I just hope that right guy comes along within a reasonable amount of time. I keep saying that if I havent found anyone by the time she is 2, I'm just going to go at it alone and accept it. Guess we will see. Thank you for your advice