Thanks for your simpathy.It is simple to find someone who does not cheat.I was married before and to a good man who did not cheat and he did not lie to me daily. I also know about pain and I am a risk taker.My first husband died.So after much pain and grief,I started over again.The problem is that I married someone who lied to me from the beginning and is still being dishonest with me. I am so sick of the drama.I know there is a mix in all people,but I'm beginning to think that there is also just some people who are just evil.It makes me not want to ever be around or trust anyone. I know I'll get over it one day.I'm just angry right now.