I agree with everyone else. I'm sure you feel like you love him, but you seriously do not sound compatible.
You'd be better off witha puppy. They're cheaper in the longrunand don't stay out late at bars.
Just sayin.
BTW, at 44,things are very different than in your 20s. "Takes me to all of the cool clubs" is no longer sexy. "Can take care of himself" is VERY sexy.